With a heavy heart I end my unrealistic fantasies that Richard pain will ever be my boyfriend. He is from now on a chapter of the past and I am moving on to finding a proper boyfriend.
Comme des Fuckdown
Saturday, November 22, 2014
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Stressed out
Monday, March 10, 2014
new day
Thankful for a new day. A new day to make changes, a new day to observe, a new day to invent, a new day to make mistakes, a new day to make amends.
I’m thankful for the peace that we have encapsulated from the chaos in the world. I’m thankful to know the whereabouts of my loved ones and wish them a good day today.
A new day for new creations, a new day to learn a new skill. Thankful for the seats on the train.
Not thankful for the stupid mistake I made.
Thankful for the likes on my drawings, not thankful for the silence.
new day
Thankful for a new day. A new day to make changes, a new day to observe, a new day to invent, a new day to make mistakes, a new day to make amends.
I’m thankful for the peace that we have encapsulated from the chaos in the world. I’m thankful to know the whereabouts of my loved ones and wish them a good day today.
A new day for new creations, a new day to learn a new skill.
Sunday, March 9, 2014
dream
I had a pretty interesting dream last night and when I articulated it to my mom t breakfast, something hit me.
In the beginning of the dream, the idea was I had a imminent chemistry exam, which as usual I have not studied for. And as with all exams, there’s always another exam the next day, which useless to say I have also not studied for. In fact I could not even recall the subject I was to be tested on.
So having delayed and struggled for as long as I could, time has come for me to leave the house for school. And amazingly my hated cousin of many years ago decided to bring his skinny ass girlfriend back into our house, into the room I was changing which used to be where he stayed when he annoyed us.
We had a riff, and boy was I glad to be hurling words at him that I have always wanted to, and oh was he super annoying by comparing my rounded body with that of his super skinny girlfriend. I was so pissed off. Before his appeared in my dream, I was trying to get into a blue work suit which I believed was an astronaut wear simply because it was so difficult to put on. I gave up because the cousin and his girlfriend interrupted me.
When I finally got dressed, white tank and skirt and cardigan (whut -.-), I was already half an hour late for paper, it’s almost ridiculous to go but I continue with the mission anyway. When my cousin shouted after me that he is more accomplished than I am, I went “bullshit I have more qualifications than you!”.
I ran towards a cab that was a sportscar, driver is a Caucasian. It’s those kinda car that has a super small entrance and nonsense door that you have no idea how to close. And he tried to drive off while I was still inserting myself into the car, making me hop on one leg chasing after the other half of my body in the car.
When I finally seated firmly inside the car, I told him to go to NUS exam hall, and he turned to ask me how to go there. End of dream.
Friday, March 7, 2014
decisions
Today I have come to the decision that I must change my ways. 1. Finish work before play 2. Do not think of work when supposed to play 3. Draw more more MORE 4. Date somebody 5. Never oversleep 6. Run everyday 7. Pay bills Asap 8. MOVE OUT FROM HOME
Thursday, November 7, 2013
decisions
Today I have come to the decision that I must change my ways. 1. Finish work before play 2. Do not think of work when supposed to play 3. Date somebody 4. Never oversleep 5. Run everyday 6. Pay bills Asap